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Why can't I concentrate?
I'm probably not studying enough

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Name:

mindsweeper

Location:

Columbus, Ohio, United States

Birthdate:

1980-05-31

Bio:

Hello. I'm a normal person. A tad dramatic, but I'm trying to cut that off. I'm a young, female, health professional. I don't think anyone would say that I'm cutsey, or girly, but I am quite womanly if I do say so. I wish I was better at shooting a gun (I'm abysmal at 3rd person shooters), defending myself through martial arts, knew more about survial skills in the event of a disaster. Despite all of the traits that one associates with being female that I don't have... I'm trying to become a nice, sweet person. I like taking care of people and just about always play the cleric... who may or may not heal people.. if they are being stupid and deserve to roll up a new character. I like people, but am definately an introvert (defined as being refreshed far away from people.. not the conventional definition of not wanting to talk to people). I love my family and would do about anything for them.. although sometimes people need to loose a finger to learn a lesson. I love to laugh and love to make new friends... I'm bad at weeding friends out, because everyone's got redeaming qualities. I can't spell to save my life.
I have a twin brother who I love and am always concerned about, a sister who could really be considered borderline PD, a sister who is OCD, and a sister who could be my twin.
I've been really exhaused lately. I'm trying to have like 4 different lives and not sleeping much lately. I'm really quite stressed out and don't have a lot of reserve. I am generally happy, but can be grumpy if I work too much. I cry at sad movies, often have horrific nightmares, and smile instead of laughing. I'm not sure what I'm doing with my life right now, I have a lot of avenues. I miss laughing. Want to make me mad? Hurt someone or be irresponsible.
Oddly I've found some happiness. I'll work with that for now, and see where my life goes. I'm going to be living alone for awhile as all my roommates and last love interest move out. I've got some good news blowing in on that horizon. The whole affair making me a bit skittish. :P
I just need a beach and a few months to wonder what it's like to really be interested in humanity again, and a lot of sleep. I hope to get to a place where I start making smart choices and getting hobbies back in my life.. soon, before I go crazy.

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